Wanting to leave

It's summer and school holidays already started. I want to leave and not because of the weather. I just don't feel welcome in this country. Yes, not welcomed in my birth country. I find it a shit country when people discriminate and bully. Sure wherever there are people, there will be people being bullied. It's not correct but it's happening. I try not to be one of the bullies and not stand by when I see someone bullied.

These few days a few kids in my neighborhood where ringing our doorbell and run off. Of course I know who they are. I get the fact they are kids but they run off because they know it's wrong. Sure, you may think it's a small thing which is but all those small things together becomes a nuisance. 

And when teenagers old enough to ride a scooter starts, it is the last straw. I wasn't nice either, I asked the boys if they knew 'Fries' it's Netherlands official second language. So they started rumbling rubbish because they couldn't. I was quite calm when I asked but afterwards I got pissed and made the f*** gesture. 

This situation happens a lot but tonight I didn't want to be reasonable or anything. Cause I know it's not right to discriminate and I should be angry because it's wrong.