I now see that I have power that I knew exist but never tapped into it because it does scare some people. In the last month I decided not to do anything or think about things just let it be. Let faith lead a way to what's supposed to be.
Just for your information I didn't went to any special believe system/church. I just let life lead me without thinking too much. In the past I would say or stand up for someone when I see something wrong. For example the silence wagon where you're not supposed to say anything. I just ignore it now, I kinda grown some invisible plugs.
Even with my nephews I didn't really care anymore, I din't see them as my responsibility. Their action doesn't reflect my teaching it reflects that of their parents. Though I find them at times very annoying when they don't do what's "normal" like eating on their own and not be spoon fed. But hey I don't decide or am the person spoon feeding them.
This small change made me realize it's not that important to do what right, it's not always a problem or something that I will need to solve. This month I've tried to use the knowledge that I acquired and used it.
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