Feeling Bad

The last six month I didn't have time to write. Nope, not true. There was so many things I want to write down and share. I never got the chance or I didn't want to make some time free to write. I thought about writing on my smartphone but it just didn't gave me the same feeling like a keyboard. Funny right, just because it didn't gave me the right feeling.

So the last six month I have worked and traveled daily from work to home, it cuts about 2 hours a day and the work drained my energy. I got used to the hours but never got used to the fact that I couldn't write. The small voice in mind head wanted to kick my ass and take some time to write. Writing has become an outlet to voice my stress and feelings. It genuinely makes me happy.

Having the right equipment again makes me happy and it gives me back the motivation to work on my own growth again. My laptop battery has been broken for over a year and I can't work without being connected to the grid.

The half past year I gave up a little of my positivity away due to work but luckily I saw myself slipping back into my bad habits. Complain but no change. I got a little bit sick about myself, I put an mirror in front of myself and pulled myself back from the hole.

I have bought more stuff these past months but made sure that my rules still sticks. One in two out. My last year blog post helped me to get through and even my family who got the same cleaning bug.
My goal for the next coming post is to get even more stuff away from myself and select what is most important too me.

The last few years I got to know myself better due to blogging. Now I want to use blogging to write my own path. Feeling bad should never be on my mind again, if I have control over something. Time to work and start feeling good. :-)